Score: 08
Hello dear musshroom users, So i would start by saying I was taking mushrooms before at least 20 times, and I always had an amazing experience. I was taking really high amounts like 60 grams of wet pes amazonian, and always experience was amazing, tripping like crazy, but amazing experience. This time I ordered 3x15g of the strongest truffles this company had ( I forget what the name is, I’m writing this comment one year after). So we have received the product, all good, no complains there. We went to a vacation house me and my 2 friends, put the music on, have few joints, and eat the truffles. One guy eat 8grams, the other one 10grams, and me, well..... the rest, which I thought was a good idea at the time, so more or less 27grams of the product. we set on the sofa and wait for the effect. It started to come, and started to come really good, I was tripping like never before. In one moment I turned to my friends and asked "guys are you tripping like I do" and the answered "No it only been like 25 min since we eat them. I was like " WHAT?!!!" I usually start tripping so bad after one hour min. This is where everything went bad. I started to panic and there was no way to stop it. I ate all the sugar there was in the house, I want to take shower with all my clothes on, but nothing was helping. I was full aware that it is all from mushrooms, but the panic, fear, terror, anxiety were so strong and there was no escaping. The seconds lasted like hours, just by looking straight at the wall all the room was collapsing again and again. I was not even thinking to close my eyes, what I saw whit my open eyes scared me for life. I was always self-aware and I knew that it will go away, but when you have your hart betting 200 time per second for already 2h and you know that you could face 4 more hours, you just know there is no way you will make it. I was already throwing up few times, and there was blood coming out of my nose, what at that point even scared me more. I had no choice that to call my friend, I told him just to come to my place and bring some diazepamum ( people usually use diazepamum when trip goes wrong ). It took him one hour to come, but he really came with diazepamum. At that point I was already to hell and back, few times, only people who had this max level of bad trip can understand what I’m talking about. When I saw the pills I taken 3x5mg right away, but the issue is that the worst past and the pills was the second stupid thing that I did that night. Usually these pills are exactly what you should take but for me it only made it worst. That night after 6 hours I was home totally knockout from the pills and manage to sleep. Tomorrow I wake up, and usually I was always fine, but not this time. I was crying for next 3 days, because I thought I would never get back to normal, I could night set my mind strait, no way to focus my thoughts, I was like a plant. After 4th day I started to feel OK. So now after one year I’m still totally *** I have earned myself a PTSP(Posttraumatic stress disorder ), that means every time I have a joint I have strong panic attacks, I could not imagine if I try something stronger. So, to sum it all up mushrummes are fun, but for god sake please do not eat more than it is instructed on the box, and be sure you are 100% mentally ready to take mushrooms. Don’t f… yourself for life like I did. I hope this post will help some people to have a different view and not to make same mistake like I did. I wish you all the best, and trip safe
